“Don’t wait for someone to bring you flowers. Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul”

-Luther Burbank-

Natasja’s Personal Story

I grew up in a very religious but loving family. My mother had a lot of mental health problems like depression an PTSD. I learned at a very young age to put her needs before my own. I wanted to make her and everyone else in my family happy and it felt like it was my fault if they weren’t. I tried my hardest to be the good girl, to avoid emotions, especially anger and sadness. I hid my own feelings because I didn’t want to upset others with my problems.

As I got older, I got more and more detached from my feelings. At one hand I wanted to feel, be passionate and live free but at the other hand I was so scared. I stayed in my own bubble, in my comfort zone because this was the only place I felt safe.

At one point in my life I was in a dark place, I started to harm myself because I didn’t know how to express myself. I was numb and the pain helped me to feel anything. 

Now I know that underneath all that darkness, pain and unresolved trauma was my true self beginning to speak. She was causing a battle inside of me, the battle between my heart and my mind.

I quit my job and started to look back at my life and saw all the hard moments, all the dark times and the pain. And I realized it had been lessons to bring me to this point. I also realized, to get out of the mess I was in and to break the destructive patterns, I needed help.

I took the first step and signed up for an online course and everything changed. My life started to transform after that day. And people started to notice. They saw how much I changed, how much happier I was. How I shined, how my eyes sparkled again. I told them it was because I decided to invest in myself, I choose me. I felt I wanted to help others who were at the same place I was a few years ago so I started a transformational coaching course, and I started the Fine Fleur Academy. 

My life is so different now. So abundant in every area and full of feelings. I feel alive!

This is my journey. My story, everything that made me into the person I am today. A sum of all the lessons I had to learn, some very hard lessons. Events that I can now look back on and see the reason why. I understand now I needed those lessons to get to the place where I am now. The place where I am meant to be. Working as a coach, guiding other people. Feeling everything so deeply, living passionate and following my heart. Together with my soulmate, having a deep and intimate relationship and being so in love. The road to this place was a long and rocky one. It took me almost 29 years of my life, and I am still learning and evolving every single day.

I hope this will inspire you to keep moving. To take action and to start creating your dreamlife. I would love to guide you through this process because I know how hard it is to do it on your own. Let’s rise and grow together!

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